We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Hiatus From Myself

by Cameron Jirowetz

supported by
Timothy Haynes
Timothy Haynes thumbnail
Timothy Haynes The album that started it off! A journey of absorbent liquid music condensed into beautiful waves of sound for the spongy ears to absorb. I tried putting more sponge in my ears to absorb more, but that didn't work out. (Seriously don't try that. It's not pleasant)
/
1.
Introduction 02:23
We’ve prepared for you a show That will change your life -Welcome back. -I haven’t heard from you in a while. -Did you know about the human psyche? -It really is a wonderful thing. -This is the story of a man who decided to venture in his own. -Enjoy~ We’ve prepared for you a show That will change your life
2.
Home? 03:07
Life is long here in North Cranston Not unlike any small town Just the same thing on repeat Like a xerox all year round Home is where I long to be Home is where I belong Home is just right for me If I had time to give, I’d have a thousand years to live It’s pretty weather for October Not a cloud up in the sky It’s the kind of thing that makes me wonder Why don’t I go outside Home is where I long to be Home is where I belong Home is just right for me If I had time to give, I’d have a thousand years to live -He packed up his bags and left the house -unaware that it would be the last time he -ever laid eyes on his normal routine. -Walking down the path he spotted something reflective -That caught his attention. Home is where I long to be Home is where I belong Home is just right for me If I had time to give, I’d have a thousand years to live (Repeat till time stops)
3.
On the ground in front of me lay something odd and strange to see It’s not anything from this earth I’ll pick it up and see its worth (In his hands held a point of view similar sights, location too He knew not its origin or destiny) This thing I’m holding- its real, it’s me From ahead a cloud rolled in blocked out the sun and picked up wind Thick like a slime and gaining speed The crawling death lurched right at me (He lifted from his feet and flew at least the distance from me to you into a void of darkness where he lost all sight but was still aware~) -He was instantaneously spat from the viscosity into -what appeared to be a picturesque grove of cherry -blossoms, the front of which sloped into a valley with -a mountain just as high as he after it. Behind him, a -log cabin with an open door displaying a sign that read -“Altered”. He stood and walked the already beaten -path to the cabin, whereupon inside on the carpet lie -a scrap of paper labeled “Check in” with his name -erratically written and crossed out. Instinctively, he -grabbed the quill, crossed out the name above it and -wrote his own. After signing the paper he ambled -over to the window overlooking the grove and valley -below. His mind rushed with a sense of amazement -and bewilderment. He stood entranced when out of the -corner of his eye, the far mountain range slowly began -to fade in a wave of dark red as the door to the -wilderness slammed shut. Turning his head sharply, -he ran over to the door to try to leave, only to find it locked -from the other side. Trying to pry open the window, -electricity was abruptly cut and everything outside -began to dim. The darkness from which he came -had begun to seep through the cracks of the house -and into the air. Incessant whispering picked up in -the far edges of his hearing and he sat down, as -he entered yet again, Infinite Thought.
4.
5.
6.
What’s happened? Where am I? -You have nothing to worry about, my child. -You are undone. As frightening as it seems, -nothing can harm you. Who are you? -I am all that is. You are but a conception of the -continuity I have composed. Creator, I’m not altered, am I? -I am afraid you were. You don’t remember it -partaking because you refuse to accept that the -incident ever happened. This can’t be right, there’s nothing wrong with me! -Imperfections take on many embodiments. Look -inside yourself for the explanations you pursue. I long for my familiar streets, sights, sounds, creator, I don’t like it here! -Every choice you have ever made in your life has lead -to me speaking those very words. You’re here for a -reason, and there's nothing I can do to assist you here. I don’t know what you want me to do, who are you really? -The idea of me resides in all who I have created. -I am but a manifestation of what you believe in. Creator, please! I’m begging you! -There is one thing you can do. Please tell me! -In order to find inner reconciliation, you must take a -Hiatus From Yourself. But-
7.
Reconcile 03:37
Floating within my own mind Lost within a sea of time To think- Seeing everything and nothing I drift slowly towards something I ask: When I’m done and I am through What will all the others do about me? When will people forget of me? Drying up in all their memory for real? Could I still remember old you? Forget life and start all anew out here? Think of all the times we have had Can you remove all of the bad for me? -He was now fully engrossed in his thought. Everything -about himself felt distorted. Disfigured. Altered. The man -that once walked down the streets of North Cranston for -so long was barely recognizable now. There was no choice -left for him but to be consumed by the warm embrace of his -spirit. And as leaves change in the autumn, he crossed over -into a Hiatus.
8.
Hiatus 05:56
I need to take a break from life and think about what I have done I need to step away from choices in which I have chosen wrong An inner thought surrounds me and I’m falling in a sea of green This is not how I want to live this is not how I want to be I need to take a hiatus from myself I don’t know for how long I need to take a hiatus from myself I need you to be strong As to protect me from the world and shelter me from all the hell A break from life, a break from choice and most of all break from self
9.
Empty 04:31
10.
What have I become I’m nothing like who I once was A shadow of some happy former me Someday I will realize the weight of what I’ve done But no one on the outside will have seen To this day I still wonder what would have happened then If I didn’t reach down and grab that thing I tripped some kind of ancient trap and fell head first right in Into a place within myself unknown If any of you hear this please don’t make the same mistakes I don’t wish this on any one of you To analyze yourself under such a great microscope Can eat away what’s good and leave nothing Home is where I long to be Home is where I belong Home is just right for me If I could try again I’d take away the pain
11.
But I have endless lives to live. Showtime.

about

"Did you know about the human psyche?
It really is a wonderful thing.
This is the story of a man who decided to venture in his own."

The debut art rock concept album follows a man who takes a glimpse into his own mind- something which quickly spirals out of control. Inspired by musicians and bands of the golden age of music, Cameron Jirowetz captures the nostalgia of 70s prog rock with 60s art rock all though his own modern, unique, genre-defying interpretation.

credits

released January 9, 2019

all music composed by Cameron Jirowetz
produced by Cameron Jirowetz and Rob Kerr

Cameron Jirowetz - Vocals, Flute, Violin, Guitars, Bass, Piano, Drums, Percussion, Weirdness
Rob Kerr - Guitars, Piano on R.E.M. and stupid remarks about my hand
Lucy Kucharski - Viola, Cello, and inspiration on Reconcile
Rob Morton - Unconditional support and motivation
Patrick Burns - Fantastic Music taste and Photography / Art Skills

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Cameron Jirowetz East Haddam, Connecticut

Hey there,
I make music. I try to make my stuff unique. I am influenced by pop, art rock, soul, and psychedelic bands of the 60s and 70s; if you’re into stuff like that, chances are my tunes might be up your alley. If not, that’s okay.

contact / help

Contact Cameron Jirowetz

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

If you like Cameron Jirowetz, you may also like: